I always thought we could be together although it is not easy and never will i give up even if i know it is impossible.
I felt alot better after talking to Faye. Although she didnt know what happened but at least we scold fker Josh abit atleast i happy sikit, knowing that I’m not the only person in the world that feels like this. Sometimes the easiest way is to run away. Run far far. Like how someone is acting towards a friend of mine. Childish i know but sometimes I feel like doing the same thing.
Today really sucks. I dont have any plans already. Tomoro what shall i do in the computer lab? Flaunt dotA skills again issit? Since my assignment all done? Or go around helping people which may never appreciate what I am doing for them. Is it that I’m too nice. Maybe must do like some feller.. Bomb here bomb there then can get girls attention eh? Is this supposed to be the way of living life?
Seriously I’m very confused and this is the only place where i can just say anything I like.
I wanna sleep.. but i cant.. I wanna talk to faye.. but i dont want to waste her credit.. or mine..
Faye and Anne.. thanks for everything which happened this year.
Thank god i met u that day in HT. 
see faye xD … i still have the SS of the 1st time we met in HT.. with J_ _ H there also.. xD
What Do You Want From Me Lyrics
Hey, slow it down whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Yeah I’m afraid whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
There might have been a time
And I would give myself away
Oooh once upon a time I didn’t give a damn
But now, here we are so whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Just don’t give up I’m workin it out
Please don’t give in, I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Yeah, it’s plain to see (plain to see)
that baby you’re beautiful
And it’s nothing wrong with you
(nothing wrong with you)
It’s me, I’m a freak (yeah)
but thanks for lovin’ me
Cause you’re doing it perfectly
(it perfectly)
There might have been a time
When I would let you step away
I wouldn’t even try
But I think you could save my life
Just don’t give up I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in, I won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep comin around
Hey, whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)
Whataya want from me (Whataya want from me)
Just don’t give up on me
(uuuuuuh) I won’t let you down
No, I won’t let you down
(So I) just don’t give up
I’m workin it out
Please don’t give in, I won’t let you down
It messed me up (It messed me up)
Need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Just don’t give up I’m workin’ it out
Please don’t give in, i won’t let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me (whataya want from me)
whataya want from me (whataya want from me)
whataya want from me
I kinda like this song. I seriously dont know what to say already. Xmas is coming.
- Merry Christmas.
